I'm Trying...I'm Trying

Getting out of bed at 1 in the afternoon. Barely being able to muster the energy to shave and take a shower. Not being hungry for anything but old pizza.

This is my life today. In fact, if I didn't have to take a piss I would have stayed in bed indefinately. No way for a human being to live.

I wouldn't wish this kind of depression and despair on anyone. This sucks bigtime. I hope tomorrow is better but I am not hopeful. Please let me get some energy from somewhere.