My Reality Is Not Reality

I've heard voices since I was in my twenties.
The pdocs call them auditory hallucinations.
For years and years, though, I believed my hearing to be extraordinary.
But this was false.

They they they weren't all talking shit about me
Being a freak and a weird loser.
They didn't even know I was there.

It was all in my head.
And
This viciousness continues to haunt me
Today.

I was at a basketball game last night. By myself (of course).
And they were all talking about me
The normals in the stands around me.
The freak the freak the freak
But they didn't even know I was there.