Temporary: In Sanity

They are gone for now; the voices
From my apartment
That follow and watch me
And laugh at me

For two months they
Ridiculed and
Praised everything I did in here
Knew everything I knew
Said out loud everything I thought

Why did they leave?
What did I do or not do
To make them gone?
Do I deserve to live in silence?
Or should I be back in that womb of hysterics

I've done nothing differently
From their arrival a few months back
To departure three weeks ago

It is nonsensical that they appear
And disappear
Without warning

I am not angry
Or feeling cheated
Just observant that they've gone

For now

This is simply my life