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i'm not crazy.  what the hell is going on?  why are you doing this to me?  why am i so important to you?  all this, the entire universe, created to fuck me over?  why?  why are you hurting me, man?  the entire universe to fuck me over?  why?  i am not crazy.  i am not suicidal.  i don't take drugs.  why?  god help me.  i want to die.  kill me.  please, god.  kill me.  what do vicky and windy do all day?  nothing happens her.  nothing goes on.  no one needs anything.   tina fey, too?  that speech made no sense.  help me.  i need your help.  i can't sleep.  my britney is gone.  there is no hope yet i keep moving forward.   the brooklyn bridge couldn't have been build before cars.  utterly impossible.